Crack

These few weeks I really like a lazy snake which does not want to move at all. Since the day the last class ended, I seem not really open my notes and do revision. Once I open my notes, I feel sleepy after 15 minutes. This time really wait to fail already. I think this time I swear to eat one year zai also not really useful. I become a half-vampire. I can hanging around till 5am, then only I go to sleep, and wake up at 12pm. Now my face full of pimples because of the pressure faced. I wonder whether angriness will become one of the main reasons that make my pimples growing non stop.

Too many things happened in these few weeks around me. I almost can’t believe that it was real. It is just like China people still on the mode for celebrating the coming Olympic in Beijing, and then earthquake happened suddenly in Si Chuan. My mode is similar to the people there – suddenly happy then suddenly turns to sad. But I had extent my sadness into angriness.

While I were still in secondary school, one of the Chinese teacher mention to me that people outside the world will not be same as the people I met in school. They will betray you because of desire to achieve something. In this case, they will try to do whatever they can in order to eliminate the threats from you. That time I looked at her and think in my heart, “cin sin meh you? Watch too much of Hong Kong drama liao la. You let them brainwash you already, soh poh.” After experienced the life in college, i felt her words quite correct, but not 100% correct. Now, I totally agree to that. Maybe the case I faced was not that kind serious, but the theory is there. In order to survive in that kind of competitive environment, maybe these techniques should be learned so that we can protect ourselves. BUT, this cannot applied to friends that really sincere to you.
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Relationship between friends might just like a mirror. Once you hurt them, there will be a crack. If you keep hurting them, then the crack will be bigger and bigger.
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Is lies!!!

p/s: I wonder why you build it so hardly, but at the end you want to destroy it yourself.

Should I or Shouldn't I??

Do you guys heard before the story of Washington when we were having moral lesson in primary school? Yeah, the one who cut his father’s favourite plant accidentally. The credit thing was, he willing to apologize to his father even he knew that his father is going to punish him. His father praised him due to his honesty and braveness to admit his fault instead of hang him up to a tree and chop his hands and legs one by one.........

I think people don't like listening to lies. Ermm, probably there is. For example, when we want a waiter to take order from us in a restaurant. We NORMALLY will say, “leng zai, can take order for me a while?” I not guarantee that he didn’t spits on the foods and drinks that going to served on your table IF you say, “ooi, sei fei zai, see me sit so long also dunno sing muk come and take order for me meh?” Of course, the key words is “leng zai” & “sei fei zai”. No matter how yong sui the guy is, yet we still need to call him “leng zai”. Although that is a lie, we have no choice but to do that. Other than a lie with good intention, I not find any other reason that one person love people lies to him.

Today I found out something that i shouln't know. Maybe we already be friend for a long time and I tell myself not to believe something that without proved or evidence, that is because I rather think that he is innocent rather than he is a cheater!! When the time I still covered under the coconut shell, I think I still can give myself a reason that it is not true. The God is fair, life is unfair. What I needed to know, I will know it someday. And, I finally knew about that this afternoon. I felt angry at the first time, but turn into disappointed after few minutes. Sometimes I just blame myself why I just don’t be a stupid guy and will not know what the truth behind until the day I die.

Unfortunate, I have the sense that most of them may have. I wish to give you some advices: Your lies are full of loopholes!!! Probably 3 years old kids might believe it, but not for a 23 years old guy, for example, me!! Please don’t think everyone is stupid. They keep silent doesn’t means that they are accept to what you had said. Maybe sincerity can make you become more popular. Eventhought you didn’t hurt me because of the lies, I’m quite disappointed as you already not sincere to your friends. Maybe you feel nothing to tell a lie, but I mind people lies to me!!!
more over you're my best friend and did that more than once to me!! If you still hope that our friendship can last longer, stop that stupid habits, or else, tell a perfect lie.

p/s: Please don't ask me who the hell he is.. I will not asnwer you...If you know that is you, don't ask me why..

Promotions

It is been a while since the last time I updated my blog. Maybe I become more selfish to share the things happened on me? *then what I’m doing here? Suddenly become so generous?* No lah… I just have nothing special to share with you all. Or you all want me to write this in my blog?

“today, I forgot to brush my teeth when I woke up, coz I was over-sleep... wear my cap, then go to college by bringing my bag and ‘fishing rod’ along, so that I can ‘fishing’ during class…*I think bring snore controller is more suitable*… after class then took LRT back to home ---> take bath ---> dinner ---> watch tv ---> sleep…...”

Or you all want this?

“wah, constipation for 3 days jor, just now finally bomb they all out… now the ass hole still got a bit pain.. maybe the shit too hard already… lucky not bleeding.. I think it is time to drink more water and eat more fruit and vegetable liao.. Otherwise hor, my ass hole will hurt easily and the most important thing is, whole Happy Garden's residents will die due to suffocation when I berkentut…”

My sister went to national service programme at Sabah last 2 weeks. My home suddenly from a market become a library. “weeeeeeeeeeeeee……………...” “stupid housefly, can you just stop flying and let me sleep a while?” You can now imagine how talkative my sister is. Before that I feel that she make noise always. Now? I only can talk to my bobby who seems not interested to listen to me and the wall which cold and yellow a bit in colour. Therefore, I just go out and meet my friends before I become ci si. But then my mom scold me why I always not at home. Got over meh? I come back early in a day leh. 2am is early in a day, isn’t it? Lucky my sister can get her mobile phone back during the weekend, and she will make a miss call to me so that I call her back. Smart right? She even saved her sms credit. Of course I’m not that dumb. I used my house phone to call her. Now my dad complaint that the phone bill was so high. Of course loh, my mom call my sister’s handphone by thinking that Telekom Malaysia is owned by my dad.

Did you guys heard about the promotion from Sushi King? Every plate of sushi at RM2!!! Of course, there are some terms and conditions. My friends and I purposely went Mid Valley just for the sushi. We decided to have a walk after the meal as my friends need to buy something. When we passed by a sports department, I saw something that really attractive..........

Try to make a guess…. How much for the 3 things below:

3 pairs socks in a packet

. Shoes bag

.Shoes bag again (slightly bigger than the blue one)

Let me give you some hints:
1. Socks – RM 49
2. Shoes bag – RM39 (blue) and RM49 (red) respectively
3. They are promotion items
4. Bought in Jusco
5. The goods are still new and stocks are still available for few more transactions
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RM49!!! You are not dreaming. It was RM49. Here’s the evidence.....

Unbelievable? believe it....

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p/s: Sushi King promotion ended on 10th April 2008.. For the people who was interested, please come earlier next year. Remember to apply for the member card first.

2008第一炮

有人说"新屎坑，三日香"，本人真的有点认同。就像我的部落格一样，当开始写时还兴致勃勃的，并每星期都更新。现在?有点懒了。可能是因为没有技巧，所以每次都花上好几个小时来更新。最近遭到"投诉"了，所以今天特地挖点时间更新咯。

新的一年了，我倒是没什么感觉。生活就像上一年似的，没什么变化。变化的可能只有身材。~又稍微胖了!! "哇，Khim Soon，你有胖掉了呢!" 这句已经变成了每次聚会的特定金句。我知道我胖了，还挺明显的那种，但不必每次都提可以吗？你们可以换句"真羡慕你有又高大又壮的身材"或"你变英俊了"的。我不是介意你们说我胖，我只是对如何有效地减肥有点困扰，当你一提起我胖，我就头痛了。别迫我吃那么多头痛药呐，这样会死人的。

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聚餐时的大合照@Kim Gary

除了本人的身材，一些朋友之间的相处也变了。可能是当局者迷；旁观者清咯，变的人是不容易承认他已变了。我是说性格上，不是外观上~不然我是不可能承认我胖了这个事实的。其实我也不懂这是好事还是坏事。好事是总算看清楚“恶魔” 的真面目，坏事则是友情就如一盘散沙。可能我们已进入成熟的思想阶段，脑海里面想的东西也不会像中五那样的单纯和幼稚，再加上新朋友的影响，要保持那样单纯和幼稚是不可能的，有时我宁愿人不要那么复查，因为复杂的人心很容易把事情演变成我不希望看到的结局。~我是巨蟹座的，比较喜欢大团员结局。口口声声说你就是当初的你，但我看到的，只有外壳是当初的罢了。~或许是我不了解当初的你吧。

上个星期跟朋友回家乡，就当作开学前到"外地"旅游并散散心咯。不想呆在家胡思乱想的，以免神经分裂。虽说如此，但脑袋仍在头颅里啊，要完全不想，除非可以任意拿出来放在冰橱啦。虽然关丹没有很多旅游的地方，但总算有很多美好的回忆和美味的食物，可以说是天天都夜宵~妈的，又重了2kg。他每个人家人都和蔼可亲的~有些不包括在内，有时几乎不当我是客人了...erm,有点像对家人的感觉了。别误会噢，我只是去过不少次，所以不会像第一次去那样客客气气的。当然，我也不客气地吃个不停。~神奇的是，他家人知道我叫什么名字的呐，不是开玩笑。虽然发生一些不愉快的事情，但也没完全另我的心情陷入谷底。

踏入新的一年，希望上一年的衰事统统弹到十公里以外，也希望我身边的所有人都开开心心没烦恼。对未婚一族的我来说，现在最期待的当然是农历新年的到来咯。有红包收，有假放，有大餐吃，看来我的减肥计划又要延迟了。

p/s: 顺便祈祷在新年期间出的成绩可以顺利过关。

I'm Back

Yeah yeah!! Exam was finally over!!! This semester was totally different from the last semester in June. Last semester I studied damn hard because of dun wan to fail the stupid Paper 2.4, which the new syllabus of it will be much more harder than the old one, and I was extremely lucky as I passed it with 50marks. But what happened was, this semester I feel no tension, no worry, relax and keep doing senseless stuff only. Until the last 2 week before exam, then only I feel a bit nervous (just A BIT nia, tiu mou)… Eh, this now happen to me only, but all my friends who are going to exam as well…maybe due to weather was not really good or too much protest event gua., or maybe lecturer are not pretty enough, so no heart to study… Aiya, go to have a plastic surgery la Ms Sheila... Your un-pretty-ness make the student no mood to study leh~

During the last week before exam start, I began to sot sot liao. For example, I accidentally send my audit tips to my lecturer,Mr. Haneef, who taught me another subject!! I typed the wrong email address la. No wonder my friend keep saying she didn’t get my mail. I wonder what is Mr. Haneef’s reaction when he open the mail I sent to him. Somemore, I wrote the subject big big: “F8* TIPS”.. He sure scratch his head and thinking since when he signed up for audit exam liao. Sorry ar Mr. Haneef… and please stop scratching your head liao.. I will not take responsibility if your head become bald..
(*F8 - Audit and Assurance paper)

This semester I sat for my exam in Institute Professional Baitumal at Kampung Pandan. I begin to love sitting my exam there as the table provided is 50% bigger than TARC. Besides, the space between two candidates’ table and chair are bigger also and I was not restricted when I move my chair behind a bit. The first time I sat my exam here, the first time I saw strange event happened.

First, one candidate went for wrong exam center. I really wish her good luck as she told by an invigilator that her exam center is at somewhere else by the time 2 minutes before the exam starts.

Secondly, I saw a very stupid candidate. Candidates are required to fill in a registration sheet before exam start, to prove that they are attended for the exam. The registration sheet divided into 2 parts. The above part is to fill in the candidate’s ACCA registration number, table number and exam center’s code/name. Below part is 60 columns with 4 bubbles each, printed with the purpose for the paper which have multiple choice questions. For the paper which only has written questions, the registration sheet will be collected during the exam is conducting. The exam end at sharp 5pm. An invigilator found that a candidate who sit for paper with multiple choice questions did not shade any of the bubbles at all even candidates was told to answer the question in the sheet at the beginning of the exam. Lucky that stupid guy was given chance to shade it. Otherwise he will sat there 2 hours for nothing.

Today is the last day of exam and I finally free from hell. Just now only I realized that I didn’t update my blog more than one month. I needed to log in several times before I can enter into my blog account. It seems like showing its dissatisfaction to me. Ok lah, sorry lo.. Hmmm.. I think someone not update his blog for a long time as well since the day he steal my picture and post on his blog that time. Hey, it’s time to update your blog already!! Before exam, my head always think about what I want to do and where I want to go after exam. I’m like having so much plan to let me release the pressure of exam. BUT, when the moment the invigilator asked us to stop writing sharp at 5pm just now, what I thinking was I dun wan to execute the plan liao. I thought only girls will change their mind so fast, apparently, guys will do the same too.

Christmas is coming soon. As usual, I will stay at home and listen to my neighbours screaming:”5,4,3,2,1… Merry Christmas!!!” This is the price of wanting freedom instead of a girlfriend. Anyway, wish you all merry Christmas and Happy New Year!!

当怒气聚合时

近来不知怎么搞的，身边的人都发生一点小意外。不懂是我克到他们，还是命运的安排。就在开斋节前夕的晚上，我爸就一个不小心，在厕所里摔了一跤。多数的人就是不会以正确的方法来跌，以导致受伤。难以理解是吧？正确来说，人的在跌倒的一刹那，通常都会用手去顶住地面，以免"八月十五"给摔坏了，瘀了就不好看了嘛。~谁要看啦?!基本上没有人对屁股有兴趣吧?有兴趣的请别靠近我...

就是这样一顶，手腕的关节就出问题了。医生说是骨头稍微歪了，碎了一点儿之外，基本上就没什么大碍了。~神经病啊?不痛死就怪了! 幸好他没昏倒，不然修门的费用也逃不了了。就这样奔波了一天，最后还是进了医院做了一个小手术，并留园观察一个晚上。当初还以为看铁打师傅就可以了，怎知当师傅研究了X光照后，我们才知道事情有多严重。~早知道就不用在铁打馆外头等两个小时啦,谁知道师傅哪么受欢迎的jeh....有件事还蛮奇怪的，我们怎么想也搞不清楚为什么我爸会同时刮伤鼻梁和耳尖leh?更奇怪的是，他自己也说不知道。这已变成一个迷了，除非有时光机咯。

向来的我都是报喜不报忧，自己的烦事为什么要那么多人一起为你而烦呢?~当然只限好朋友啦，不喜欢你的早就恨不得你快快死，还会理你烦恼些什么咩?幸好还有人关心我，虽然她口头上是骂我为何什么事都不和她说，还说既然我什么都不和她说，当她死时，她也不会告诉我~睬，大吉利事咩，实际上她还是关心我这个契哥的。

当初我觉得我不应该利用部落格来发泄我的不满，始终我认为当人家看你部落格的时候，应该是以开心为结尾，而不是读了以后就气愤愤的(被写的人)，或一头雾水的(看不懂的人)，或笑嘻嘻的(幸灾乐祸的人)，又或者感到担心的(关心的人“上榜“时的人)。然而，当一些事情发生以后，令我实在是忍不住想借助部落格的力量来发泄之余，并破口向他大骂KNNCCB....Oops,小弟失礼了。

最令我无法忍受的有几件事:
1. 人家说我坏话
~当然是无中生有，恶意地伤害那个咯。
2. 说我家人的不是
~我不理你对我有什么仇，总之无论如何都不可说或骂到我家人，不然我真的会和你同归于尽。
3. 命令我
~尤其比你更没能力的竟然命令你做这个那个，而且还用lan si 的口吻，你会服气咩?!

哪件事让我那么生气?唉，还不是给人说我坏话咯。既然说了那是坏话，当然不是好东西啦，而且那根本就是诽谤，捏造事实，破坏我名誉嘛!诬蔑我的这个人还可以理所当然地对别人"哭诉"说我这样做不对，那样做太过分。但事情根本就没搞清楚嘛，就凭他自己的创意幻想和胡乱猜测，再加上他最喜爱的"听一半不听一半"的行为，就开始对听众(被迫的)滔滔不绝地"演讲"起来。Skyland的其中五位成员都无一幸免他的讽刺和批评，就连曾经帮助他的人都逃不过，这第六位成员还真够朋友啊!身为Skyland成员之一的我，我可说是五个之中最伤的一个了。这种人真令人发指啊，难道他从来没反省过他这么久以来的所作所为吗?!现在还恶人先告状，真是岂有此理!!你们来评评理，难道他与某人的私人恩怨不能自己解决吗?真所谓"解铃还需系铃人"，他还好意思投诉说没人愿意自动帮他。Ei,帮你是人情，不帮你是道理，更何况我们没有义务那样做咯。~我们不是童军或上帝，你找错人了，更何况你是自己活该的!!

在这里，我请那位先生记得一件事，在说别人不对的同时，首先想一想你有没有犯了"五十步笑一百"这个错误。有口说人，没口说自己，只会令人家更加讨厌你，憎恨你。反省吧!!

注：以上所说的不针对任何人，请别争着承认以为我在说你噢。如有雷同，纯熟巧合。

Blood Donation

"Knock knock knock....." "Oooi, wake up la..Send me to work ar.. I'm gonna late already!!!" Stupid elder sister making noise outside my bedroom, asking me fetch her to work. I looked at the clock...... celaka betul ni, baru 10.30am!!! Arhhhh.... No choice lo, who ask me know how to drive meh.. Reject her? You want me to become 18 pieces ar?! Then I fetch her to work with half awaken lo. Lucky I can came back safely.

As usual, once being woke up already sure cannot fall asleep again. What can do? Do house keeping lo.. I always be the person who clean the house, but the rest must be the person who are "responsible" to "dirtify" the house. Somemore my younger sister claimed that her friend want to come over. Her sound like asking me to make sure the house is clean before her friend reach. Ooi, I'm your brother leh, not your maid!! Even maid aslo got salary, I did it for free one, what a cheap maid.

When I planned to rest a while after cleaned the house, Adelyn sms me and told me that blood bank now in critical time, only 1500 packets of blood remaining. Then I blame her that she long time din not donate blood, that's why blood bank had not enough blood lo. Then she suggested to donate blood at Pusat Darah Negara. Eh, she is serious one leh. At first I thought she was kidding tim. I wonder what happen to the management. They thought they want to adopt Just In Time(JIT) meh. At the end, Shiew Wai became our driver. Just driver only, he is definitely not going to donate blood with us. Eh, donate blood is not as pain as you all thought ok? It’s just like bitten by mosquito only, and the mosquito is NEITHER like this…..

NOR like this....

We reached Pusat Darah Negara around 1.30pm. Then we register by filling a form. After that we tested the iron level contained in our blood. When the nurse test Adelyn’s blood for second time, I already had a bad feeling that the iron in her blood was not reach the minimum level required. So? I was the only one who donate la. The one who asked me to donate sat at outside and chat at the end. Really sweat… I get a number and wait for my turn to check my blood pressure. After that I followed the directory and reached the room for donors. That is really big. I think there are more than 25 special chairs in that room.

The special chair allowed us to donate blood either left hand or right hand. If your left hand no blood come out, then can try right hand without changing the chair.

The machine which will have "beep" sound to alert the nurse that the packet of blood was already 450ml.

I'm a universal blood donor. Blue sticker is for O type, white for AB type, Yellow for B type, and red for A type.

At first I really thought the green sticker is just for a label. When I look it nearer, i saw this...RARE? What happen to my blood? I begin to feel worry why my blood was labeled "rare". Then I cin cai catch a nurse and ask for the reason. The nurse began to explain like an expert. She said: "there is something contained in your blood. But you no need to worry because this is a normal situation that grouped in the acceptable range. That means your blood is ok one, only need test the receiver blood before he/she can use your blood."

I'm sure everybody feel curious what is the "something" that contained in my blood, I am not the exception one. But you know what answer I get? answer is "dun know".... Eh, I'm not diu gou lei mai... This was what she said:"actually I also dun know. This is so complicated and it is only understandable by doctor."

"Ceh......" I'm sure you all have the same reaction as Shiew Wai and Adelyn when I told them about this. But the nurses there really polite. At least better than the nurses when I donate blood in TARC lo. Even just a simple "thank you", I really feel that what I had done was appreciated. After I rest for 10 minutes, I just get down from the chair and walked over to another side of the room. It is like a small cafe that allow the donor have a drink and some food.

The food and drink they served. Of course included some pill for regain the iron. Normally I'll throw it away.

We should feel happy after did a good thing. But I feel a bit regret to do so as my left hand was so pain. My left hand like already cacat liao!! Can't even grab thing well.

Wound after donate blood~Day 1

Wound after donate blood~Day 2
Cis, internal bleeding pula. Bengkak and pain somemore.

Eventhough sometimes will happen this kind of accident, but I never change my mind to stop donating blood every 3 months as there is so much benefits!! Who said receiver is the only beneficiary? For example, donating blood may reduce the risk of heart disease for men and stimulate the generation of red blood cells. Anecdotally, elderly people in good health have reported feeling invigorated by giving blood on a regular basis. (Sweat…..)

I really encourage people to donate blood as it is really can help others, and can benefit yourself at the same time. Especially guys… We do not have period like female. By donating blood, we can take out the “dirty” blood and “manufacture” the new one. Sounds nice right?

To become a qualified donor, following rules must be complied:
1. You are in good health on the day you donate blood
2. You are between 18-60 years of age.
3. Your weight is above 45kg.
4. You have more than 8 hours of sleep.
5. You are free from any medical problems. E.g., high blood pressure, heart diseases, diabetes, migraine, flu, fever etc.
6. You have not taken antibiotic recently.
7. You have taken light meal before donating blood.
8. You are not involving in any of the following activities:
(a) Homosexual relationship
(b) Bisexual relationship
(c) Multiple sexual partner
(d) You have sexual contact with those mentioned above
(e)Drug abuse
9. Your last donation is more than 3 months ago