KNNCCB

SEI SOH HAI!! U GO DIE LA!!

IF UR HOUSE DUN HAVE MIRROR,

PLEASE USE UR URINE TO SEE HOW U LOOK LIKE SIN

DUN EVERYDAY FAT HOU IN FRONT OF THE MALE STAFFS

TAI SEI U SURELY BECOME LOU GU POH

JUST WAIT BA LA

Sounds Stupid

I have a feeling want to take sleeping pil and sleep till I die. So many thing I need to fan recently. I feel tired of that already. I know that I cannot try to avoid those fan stuffs. But sometimes I really dunno what I can do to make the things better. I tried, tried and tired... But what I can get? Is "nothing".... Can anyone please tell me what step I should take next? I just feel that I have zero benefit. What I want to do also cannot be completed. I begin to rub my eyes, coz what I saw all become grey colour. I feel that is no more colourful thing in my life.

I feel nervous... I feel lonely.. I afraid the dream I had last night will come true.. I can't sleep back after I woke up from tat bad dream. I see the time with my handphone. It showed 5.16am. It just a normal screen that without any miss call or sms. I was stairing the ceiling for almost an hour before I get up to bath and get ready to work. Without my glasses and the light on, I took my mp3 player and play it loud in my ears. I begin feel down when I heard the song named "Touch My Hand" from David Archuleta. I feel helpless.

Today was another boring day for me in office. I thought I can concentrate my work so that I have no time wasted on simply think on something useless. I quite busy for whole morning and afternoon. But at the time I almost get rid of those fan stuffs in my mind, my colleague asked me to stop accessing the file I was doing as he need to make some amendment in the file which cannot be amended in other pc if I open it in my pc. He said he will take long time on doing the amendment. Which mean, I have nothing to do before he finish his work. I thought I can call my friend for a short talk, it ended up with my phone out of credit and I dun even have chance to listen the "hello" from her. WTF... The colleague who fetch me back told me that she will go back on 10pm, PROVIDED she able to finish her work in time. I almost scold all her zou zong 18 doi in my heart. No choice, who ask me need to tumpang ppl's car? I forced to show a "nothing happen before" face. Other than that, I dunno what reaction I can give to her already.

I no need to work on tomorrow but I still have a lot of thing waiting for me to do. I wondering I can gao dim all those things in one day. Just cross my fingers that things will go smoothly tomorrow. Hopefully got someone can accompany me to go as well.

Kuantan Trip

Finally result was out this monday. I feel happy that I passed 1 out of the 3 papers. My colleague was looking at me with a strange face when I told her I failed another 2 papers and yet I still can't hide my happiness. Probably she dunno how hard ACCA paper is. Sometimes really need some luck when doing exam, just like Adelyn who get 50marks for her P1 paper. But then she deserved to pass the paper as she really put effort when she was doing her revision. I can't blame anyone but my own self as I not really that concentrate on study before exam. Funny thing was, I passed the paper which I have the least confidence. The one I have most confidence not even close to passing mark..

~8 marks to pass... pui hao sui..

Having a trip in Kuantan last week. Although no hand for me to hold when walking on street, I still enjoy the trip. Valentine's day fell on Saturday this year. Dunno I can't feel it or Kuantan ppl not popular in celebrating Valentine's day. That Saturday just like a normal Saturday. Eventhough was Valentine's day, we have our dinner at Satey Zul, a restaurant which is always having good business and suitable for bringing whole family go and eat. Which means, say nicer is meriah, if say bad geh, is noisy. The food there is nice, thats why we surely go there everytime we go to Kuantan.

We went to Cherating beach before Satey Zul. Finally I went before Club Med...................'s main enterence. We failed to find that part of Cherating beach we wanted to go, due to getting older and memory power is losing. At the end we still went to Cherating beach, but only not tat interesting as the one we wanted to go....

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Cherating Beach~

.Kuantan Version of AE86

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We left Kuantan at early morning as KY need rush back to KL for helping his dad. We officially depart to KL after had our breakfast at house of adeyn's grandparent. On the journey back to KL, KY received a call and he had been told tat the problem settle already. Which mean he no longer need rush back to KL. At the same time, we heard another news tat our area will have electricity cut off until 7pm. So they decided to have a trip to Genting before back to KL. I begin to worry coz later I have to take the scarest transport in Genting, CABLE CAR!! I juz dunno why I can't calm myself when sitting on cable car. Actually Genting not a suitable place for me to visit. I dun go into theme park, neither casino. Cold air? my house got air cond one la. >.<

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I felt nervous on the night we reach KL. My mind just can't take off from ACCA result which coming out tomolo. At the end, I bring my panda eyes when going to work.

Boring Day

I sat at my place form 8.30am until now. But the actual hour I've work was only 3-4 hours. I really can't believe that nothing for me to do. I actually sit here and wait for my colleague to fetch me home. I just finished watched one episod of Bleach animation. Now I can spend my working time to update my blog. You can imagine how free I am right now. I work onli few days a week also nothing for me to do, I really dunno what is the meaning I come to work this week. i believe tomolo will be another boring day. I'm still thinking whether want to ponteng tomolo or not. Really not a good taste sitting at office and do nothing. I rather I have a lot of work to do until I dun have time to think something useless.

Sometimes really hope this world got medicine that can make a person forget something. When I was a child, I always hope want to become adult faster. But now I regret to have that "dream" already. When I was looking at my cousin who only 7 years old, I rather I become him. No worries, no pressure, have many people sayang...............

Exam is coming out soon. Just 2 days after Valentine's day. Want happy jao happy first. When get the result, surely no mood till eat dragon meat aslo no taste. Really scare to see the result this time. Everytime I have confidence to pass those papers, at the end surely disappointed one. Maybe put too much hope in liao. If this time fail all papers, probably will working and stop further my study for this semester. Or maybe buy some coal and suicide lo. No need waste parent's money anymore..

I think I will fall sick soon. Throat again not feeling well liao, plus abit headache and dizzy. It makes me mou wai hou to eat anything at all. But still the stomach "making complaint" eventhough I din feel hungry at all. Appetite comes back abit when the first bite of Lou Poh Bang. Thanks to Miss Lee for the Lou Poh Bang~~

Chinese New Year Eve

Chinese New Year of this year falls on 26th of January, which all the people also feel it is too early. Normally Chinese New Year will be at beginning or mid of February. I think because of this, I begin to clean my house few days before the Chinese New Year. I still lan lan han on the week before cny. Then we end up with cleaning the house like hell. I can say I clean the house from day to night. Luckily my brother came back and help once he finish his exam on Friday. If dependant on the 2 other fella, I think next year cny also not yet finish to clean my house.

Besides cleaning my house, I did shopping on the cny stuffs. I really hate to buy the packet drinks. Because of this stupid packet drinks, I hurt my back. Suddenly feel that I really old liao. Sikit sikit then hurt myself. Next time cannot be hero like that anymore. I feel a bit excited on the first time using my dad’s credit card to buy stuffs at Central supermarket. I know it is against the rules, but then my dad just lazy to go and buy himself. No choice lo, I mai practice how to sign his name under his teaching for 5 minutes. But I think at the end the cashier also can’t do much if they realize the signature is not really the same with the signature at the back of the card.

Dinner of new year eve this year a bit different from the past. Normally we will cook ourselves then eat at grandmom’s house with all the family members. This year have some changes. This year we had our dinner at Mont Kiara. Due to my aunty married to malay, then we choose to have dinner at a halal restaurant. And that restaurant kononnya “halal Tai Thong”… Dinner suppose started on 7.00pm. Due to the “not punctual” culture having in my family, the dinner started around 8.30pm. I almost die of starving…..

Siblings with Bou Bou Queen

Chun Ga Fuk~

After the dinner, we went back and prepare the praying stuffs. Mouth say is going to help, but at the end I only cross my hands and “monitor” while chit chat. I begin to pui fuk myself that I still can chat with my cousins and aunties till 3.30am eventhough I clean the house from day till night.

Wish everyone having good health and prosperity. May you all have a great and wonderful year ahead.. Gong Xi Fa Cai!!

Tired

Sometimes I just feel that why I want to be jin guat tao like that. This time really loh lei jin one somemore. If that time I stand tough and insist to reject it, I think I won’t say like that today. Now I was like torturing myself few times a week. But then now complain also no use, who asks me soft hearted just because of few words from him? I really tired of this already. It is not just only tired physically, but mentally as well.

I wonder why my company needs to be shifted from PJ to Shah Alam. Although my colleague fetching me to work, but travelling long way to work really a torturing job. I sit on car only already feel tired, I don’t know how my colleagues can tahan everyday drive so far to work. I salute to their spirit of not giving up and power of tolerance.

I tumpang my colleague’s car to my working place. I know I already consider hang fuk as I don’t need to pay a single cent for my colleague even she send me to work. What I need to do is just wake up on time and put my butt on the car seat until I reach my office and do the same for going back home. But sometimes it is really not convenience especially when I want to go home earlier and she need to stay back in order to finish her work. I feel sorry to ask her go back earlier as her work will be accumulated if she didn’t finish it on the day.

This company a bit toh sui gah one. It shifted to a new developed industrial area which can’t be searched through GPS and any map on internet. Which mean? San ka la area loh. Worst thing is location map was not put in company website as well. Somemore can tell other people that it is 4th biggest logistics company in the world. Really amat menge-toh-sui-kan. I think I call for help till I lost my voice also nobody can come in and save me. It is hard to see other living creature there other than trees and human who forced to work, which mean even the wild cats and dogs also not interested to this area.

The power supply still not yet stable even we shifted to the new office almost a month. Our pc will be turned off and the office will become all dark in a sudden. For those who didn’t save their work, sorry lah. You need to do it again. Same thing goes to the centralized air cond as well. Suddenly I can feel I entered into desert a minute ago, and jump into North Pole in next few minutes. I sick for 2 weeks really thanks to contribution of the stupid air cond.

One thing nice to the new office is the environment had changed. We have brand new table, bigger pantry, self owned toilet which no need to share with other company, bigger car parking space, better security and fresher air.

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Company Front View

.Pantry

.Toilet

.My Table~

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I will leaving this hell place soon. Really nge seh dak to some colleagues who always sayang me, and say bye bye and hou wui mou kei to some of that stupid people who think they're holy, innocent and clever in the office, instead they're only know shoe polishing, busy body and back stabbing.

Happy + Unhappy In A Day

Finally ended my ten days continuous intensive revision class. My mind was like tortured by 2 lecturers in these ten days. It was just like got a person keep stuffing food into my mouth eventhough I not yet starting to digest. Today is the first day I can sleep until 11am since end of October and I have the feeling of reborn!! I really get a shock when I see my face which only slept for 3-4 hours a day. I can’t accept that my face just like a Dracula who didn’t suck blood for a month.

I was in good mood when I woke up. Maybe because I sleep enough liao, what in my eyes also extraordinary beautiful one, including the “cheese choc” I made in the toilet. When the time I staring the monitor while thinking what movie to download first, a pretty called me up for lunch. *Please note that what inside my eyes also extraordinary beautiful/nice at that time.* Venue was at Mid Valley. I reached there around 3pm++. I stunned a while when she suggested to me that we’ll having our lunch in Sushi Zanmai, coz I just walked from The Gardens parking place to Mid Valley centre court, some more with rushing steps. =.=’

I can sense how nice the environment Sushi Zanmai was by just standing outside. The business was quite good until we forced to sit at a corner where it was end of the restaurant. These were what we ordered:

While I enjoying my prawn egg rice, suddenly I think of my salary which my company still owns me. I had waiting the cheque for almost 2 weeks already. Then I took up my phone and sms my friend who working in the same company with me. I asked her to check for me whether the cheque is ready. After a minute, she called me and asked me something about the work I did before I left the company for 6 weeks study leaves. During the chat, I began to lose my patient and tolerance to her, and I starting to throw tantrum and spoke louder and louder. At the end of the chat, my good mood was totally gone. No choice but need to finish the food I ordered. After drank few glasses of cold green tea, my fire can consider lowed down a bit.

The story not ended here. When I reached home and switching on my pc, I received a sms. The sms was from my friend who mentioned above, it was something about my cheque. In the sms, she told me that my cheque cannot be issued because I didn’t give back the company access card. I was like: “WTF”... I was like losing control and my tolerance directly went down to zero, even to negative. Almost all the sentences I replied were in bad word. I do not know why the fucking stupid manager didn’t tell me about this. I had passed him 2 “Time Calculation Sheet” at two different times and never once he mentions this to me. Further more, the manager said if I pass the access card late, HR department will deduct my salary. What you think I keep the access card for??!! I dun have any interest to the documents printed in lauya paper and obsolesced CPU and monitor. My friend even can side the manager and told me that he is busy. That’s why he forgot to tell me about that. KNNCCB, will he forget to sleep when he is busy? Will he forget to shit when he is busy? Will he forget to eat when he is busy???!!! What a stupid and lame reason. At the end, I forced to accept the facts that the cheque only available on next week, as the person in charge is not around.

Sometimes I really regret to treat people so good. I not mind to work hard for the company. But what I get as return was totally a shit. Is part timer not human? Is part timer does not need money? Is part timer really not valuable? Then what for I work so hard for the company while the manager dun even appreciate me??!!

Lucky this world still got one thing called “best friend”… Without her efforts to become my sand bag, I think the grey cloud above my head takes long time to disappear. Thanks you so much… *really worth to treat you eat today*