Wednesday, November 12, 2008

Happy + Unhappy In A Day

Finally ended my ten days continuous intensive revision class. My mind was like tortured by 2 lecturers in these ten days. It was just like got a person keep stuffing food into my mouth eventhough I not yet starting to digest. Today is the first day I can sleep until 11am since end of October and I have the feeling of reborn!! I really get a shock when I see my face which only slept for 3-4 hours a day. I can’t accept that my face just like a Dracula who didn’t suck blood for a month.

I was in good mood when I woke up. Maybe because I sleep enough liao, what in my eyes also extraordinary beautiful one, including the “cheese choc” I made in the toilet. When the time I staring the monitor while thinking what movie to download first, a pretty called me up for lunch. *Please note that what inside my eyes also extraordinary beautiful/nice at that time.* Venue was at Mid Valley. I reached there around 3pm++. I stunned a while when she suggested to me that we’ll having our lunch in Sushi Zanmai, coz I just walked from The Gardens parking place to Mid Valley centre court, some more with rushing steps. =.=’

I can sense how nice the environment Sushi Zanmai was by just standing outside. The business was quite good until we forced to sit at a corner where it was end of the restaurant. These were what we ordered:

While I enjoying my prawn egg rice, suddenly I think of my salary which my company still owns me. I had waiting the cheque for almost 2 weeks already. Then I took up my phone and sms my friend who working in the same company with me. I asked her to check for me whether the cheque is ready. After a minute, she called me and asked me something about the work I did before I left the company for 6 weeks study leaves. During the chat, I began to lose my patient and tolerance to her, and I starting to throw tantrum and spoke louder and louder. At the end of the chat, my good mood was totally gone. No choice but need to finish the food I ordered. After drank few glasses of cold green tea, my fire can consider lowed down a bit.

The story not ended here. When I reached home and switching on my pc, I received a sms. The sms was from my friend who mentioned above, it was something about my cheque. In the sms, she told me that my cheque cannot be issued because I didn’t give back the company access card. I was like: “WTF”... I was like losing control and my tolerance directly went down to zero, even to negative. Almost all the sentences I replied were in bad word. I do not know why the fucking stupid manager didn’t tell me about this. I had passed him 2 “Time Calculation Sheet” at two different times and never once he mentions this to me. Further more, the manager said if I pass the access card late, HR department will deduct my salary. What you think I keep the access card for??!! I dun have any interest to the documents printed in lauya paper and obsolesced CPU and monitor. My friend even can side the manager and told me that he is busy. That’s why he forgot to tell me about that. KNNCCB, will he forget to sleep when he is busy? Will he forget to shit when he is busy? Will he forget to eat when he is busy???!!! What a stupid and lame reason. At the end, I forced to accept the facts that the cheque only available on next week, as the person in charge is not around.

Sometimes I really regret to treat people so good. I not mind to work hard for the company. But what I get as return was totally a shit. Is part timer not human? Is part timer does not need money? Is part timer really not valuable? Then what for I work so hard for the company while the manager dun even appreciate me??!!

Lucky this world still got one thing called “best friend”… Without her efforts to become my sand bag, I think the grey cloud above my head takes long time to disappear. Thanks you so much… *really worth to treat you eat today*