Monday, March 16, 2009

KNNCCB

SEI SOH HAI!! U GO DIE LA!!
IF UR HOUSE DUN HAVE MIRROR,
PLEASE USE UR URINE TO SEE HOW U LOOK LIKE SIN
DUN EVERYDAY FAT HOU IN FRONT OF THE MALE STAFFS
TAI SEI U SURELY BECOME LOU GU POH
JUST WAIT BA LA

Monday, March 2, 2009

Sounds Stupid

I have a feeling want to take sleeping pil and sleep till I die. So many thing I need to fan recently. I feel tired of that already. I know that I cannot try to avoid those fan stuffs. But sometimes I really dunno what I can do to make the things better. I tried, tried and tired... But what I can get? Is "nothing".... Can anyone please tell me what step I should take next? I just feel that I have zero benefit. What I want to do also cannot be completed. I begin to rub my eyes, coz what I saw all become grey colour. I feel that is no more colourful thing in my life.

I feel nervous... I feel lonely.. I afraid the dream I had last night will come true.. I can't sleep back after I woke up from tat bad dream. I see the time with my handphone. It showed 5.16am. It just a normal screen that without any miss call or sms. I was stairing the ceiling for almost an hour before I get up to bath and get ready to work. Without my glasses and the light on, I took my mp3 player and play it loud in my ears. I begin feel down when I heard the song named "Touch My Hand" from David Archuleta. I feel helpless.

Today was another boring day for me in office. I thought I can concentrate my work so that I have no time wasted on simply think on something useless. I quite busy for whole morning and afternoon. But at the time I almost get rid of those fan stuffs in my mind, my colleague asked me to stop accessing the file I was doing as he need to make some amendment in the file which cannot be amended in other pc if I open it in my pc. He said he will take long time on doing the amendment. Which mean, I have nothing to do before he finish his work. I thought I can call my friend for a short talk, it ended up with my phone out of credit and I dun even have chance to listen the "hello" from her. WTF... The colleague who fetch me back told me that she will go back on 10pm, PROVIDED she able to finish her work in time. I almost scold all her zou zong 18 doi in my heart. No choice, who ask me need to tumpang ppl's car? I forced to show a "nothing happen before" face. Other than that, I dunno what reaction I can give to her already.

I no need to work on tomorrow but I still have a lot of thing waiting for me to do. I wondering I can gao dim all those things in one day. Just cross my fingers that things will go smoothly tomorrow. Hopefully got someone can accompany me to go as well.