Wednesday, May 21, 2008

Crack

These few weeks I really like a lazy snake which does not want to move at all. Since the day the last class ended, I seem not really open my notes and do revision. Once I open my notes, I feel sleepy after 15 minutes. This time really wait to fail already. I think this time I swear to eat one year zai also not really useful. I become a half-vampire. I can hanging around till 5am, then only I go to sleep, and wake up at 12pm. Now my face full of pimples because of the pressure faced. I wonder whether angriness will become one of the main reasons that make my pimples growing non stop.

Too many things happened in these few weeks around me. I almost can’t believe that it was real. It is just like China people still on the mode for celebrating the coming Olympic in Beijing, and then earthquake happened suddenly in Si Chuan. My mode is similar to the people there – suddenly happy then suddenly turns to sad. But I had extent my sadness into angriness.

While I were still in secondary school, one of the Chinese teacher mention to me that people outside the world will not be same as the people I met in school. They will betray you because of desire to achieve something. In this case, they will try to do whatever they can in order to eliminate the threats from you. That time I looked at her and think in my heart, “cin sin meh you? Watch too much of Hong Kong drama liao la. You let them brainwash you already, soh poh.” After experienced the life in college, i felt her words quite correct, but not 100% correct. Now, I totally agree to that. Maybe the case I faced was not that kind serious, but the theory is there. In order to survive in that kind of competitive environment, maybe these techniques should be learned so that we can protect ourselves. BUT, this cannot applied to friends that really sincere to you.
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Relationship between friends might just like a mirror. Once you hurt them, there will be a crack. If you keep hurting them, then the crack will be bigger and bigger.
.What makes the crack become bigger and bigger? Let’s see……..
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Is lies!!!

p/s: I wonder why you build it so hardly, but at the end you want to destroy it yourself.

5 comments:

adelyn~ said...

if earth quakea again... i conform ur mirror will pecah

Mandy said...

Gor.. GAMBATEK!! for the person who hurts you.. no need to care so much about them,i have those time too in uni.. but at last every thing is not important... most important is u happy..u still have others SINCERE friend who are taking care of you.. LIKE ME!!! hehe~ concentrate study lah.. miss u all oh!!
(may i know who is the chinese teacher ar?)

Davis™ said...

Thanks for giving me support all the time.. i will always appreciate all of my friends who sincere to me.. for example, YOU..
lol..

i forget either puan bong or puan toh liao. puan ch'ing is definitely impossible.

Mandy said...

oo.. i thought is pn koay tim..
erm.. pn ch'ng ar.. i think she is the one act like ur friend gua.. hehe jk jk.. dont so suai. wahaha

Anonymous said...

KNS.. adjust your biological time back to sleep at 12am and wake up at 9am la...........

don't think too much, don't feel stress... if u stress and tension mean u got many free time, if u got free time go tanam jagung.. put ur hate in the corns, sure the corns very big and tasty one..

hahaha