Wednesday, April 30, 2008

Should I or Shouldn't I??

Do you guys heard before the story of Washington when we were having moral lesson in primary school? Yeah, the one who cut his father’s favourite plant accidentally. The credit thing was, he willing to apologize to his father even he knew that his father is going to punish him. His father praised him due to his honesty and braveness to admit his fault instead of hang him up to a tree and chop his hands and legs one by one.........

I think people don't like listening to lies. Ermm, probably there is. For example, when we want a waiter to take order from us in a restaurant. We NORMALLY will say, “leng zai, can take order for me a while?” I not guarantee that he didn’t spits on the foods and drinks that going to served on your table IF you say, “ooi, sei fei zai, see me sit so long also dunno sing muk come and take order for me meh?” Of course, the key words is “leng zai” & “sei fei zai”. No matter how yong sui the guy is, yet we still need to call him “leng zai”. Although that is a lie, we have no choice but to do that. Other than a lie with good intention, I not find any other reason that one person love people lies to him.

Today I found out something that i shouln't know. Maybe we already be friend for a long time and I tell myself not to believe something that without proved or evidence, that is because I rather think that he is innocent rather than he is a cheater!! When the time I still covered under the coconut shell, I think I still can give myself a reason that it is not true. The God is fair, life is unfair. What I needed to know, I will know it someday. And, I finally knew about that this afternoon. I felt angry at the first time, but turn into disappointed after few minutes. Sometimes I just blame myself why I just don’t be a stupid guy and will not know what the truth behind until the day I die.

Unfortunate, I have the sense that most of them may have. I wish to give you some advices: Your lies are full of loopholes!!! Probably 3 years old kids might believe it, but not for a 23 years old guy, for example, me!! Please don’t think everyone is stupid. They keep silent doesn’t means that they are accept to what you had said. Maybe sincerity can make you become more popular. Eventhought you didn’t hurt me because of the lies, I’m quite disappointed as you already not sincere to your friends. Maybe you feel nothing to tell a lie, but I mind people lies to me!!!
more over you're my best friend and did that more than once to me!! If you still hope that our friendship can last longer, stop that stupid habits, or else, tell a perfect lie.

p/s: Please don't ask me who the hell he is.. I will not asnwer you...If you know that is you, don't ask me why..

1 comment:

adelyn~ said...

*stands up and claps my hand* bravo bravo~ finally u see the truth....